seizure 6

Seizure 6

Last night I was talkin to Johnny.

Being late for my Sunday double time, unable to punch the clock.

We spoke of Julie, His lass my last friend.

Rushing to the FACTORY-just in time-less than 30 minutes late.

 Eight hours of silence, just the sound of double time.

The bell rings, we rush out to the parking lot.

Tiny people in the big Industrial glass ball.

Slowly getting ready for Church,  he sleeps.

"Get your ass out of bed Son it's time for church!"

I walk the dog's take a nap, dress and start the car.

"If you want to ride with me get off the couch!" I yell.

My baby boy smiles with kindness absorbing my anger.

Driving west, he hit's me in the face.

Violently shaking, I am helpless.

Pulling over, he roll's his eyes,breathing hard.

Getting rolled, hit hard inside,by mysterious beasts.

"Jesus I hate this." Cursing him for making my son a "Prizefighter."

Watching helpless, 3 rounds of a severe beating.

Screaming "Julie stop this up there, comfort my son."

 As his ass get's pounded. Taking each punch and kick.

Driving home,he awakes- unaware-unaware........unaware... unaware

A new begining. again

We are trying to start again. My wife and I realize we can't fix everything. It is in Gods Hands.
Every time I try to fix things without God. It doesn't work. I must let Christ centered people help us deal with are daily problems. See I just admitted what needs to be done. That is the first step.  Life is difficult, I must accept that I cannot go solo with challenge. James chapter 1 talks about this. Our Pastor gave a sermon about this chapter. Perseverance Perseverance ........................



I work nights-trying to sleep during the day.
Pray for me and my family. My son needs healing from a broken back- epilepsy and dysfunctional parents.
Julie is not here on Earth to talk to. I miss my Sister. She suffered 10 times as much as I have, and persevered. Salt and Light was her gift, Blindness from the glare and High blood pressure from her" Light and Salt diet." Now I see things differently without her. Life is bland tedious and depressing.

There is hope. I acknowledge  this, I am child of God. Jesus his son died on the cross for me so I can be "Born again." The answer is there. I am bombarded y Media-Sounds- and smells that deprive me from my sisters Salt and Light diet. God could write a book called


"Salt and light diet."

written by God-co written by his son Jesus.

I would read it if was at the library. Sue would by it on he I pad.

God and Jesus would be on Oprah. Dr Oz would endorse it. The next week

another book would be published, people would forget about it.

This book is here now it is the Holy Bible, I have a hard time reading it.

I need to start again. Thanks for reading my blog whoever you are. I am just a Factory worker,
working for A Publicly traded Company. God is not in the Factory. God is not in the Stock market.
God is in each and every one of us. You and are are equal in Gods eyes. The world is just a mist.

I am working with other's to deal with daily problems that I cannot fix.