Seizure (4)

seizure (4)



We were getting ready for college.

Warming up the Green Van in Winter.

The drive used to be tedious.

Now it is a moment to talk to my son.

Snowflakes fall on the windshield as I wait.

Running in the House,fearing silence.

Screaming! your name, no response.

Finding you on the Buber floor,lifeless.

Julie wrote a paper on "The Divine Disease."

Discovered after her painful death with Cancer.

She speaks to me with past words,typed,formatted.

Edward Lear had Epilepsy.

Alexander the Great"And Cesar of Rome.

Explaining the Moment of Seizure is Divinity.

I feel Julie's presence when that moment occurs.

"Envious" of Andrew as She Dances with him.

Trying to hear her words of encouragement.

Talking to Julie,feeling her embrace.

That moment,sacred moment Julie is with her Nephew.

As I hold my Firstborn as a Infant.

The warmth overcomes me.

As she joins me in my sadness.