This Sunday April 8th I will celebrate Easter with my family. If you are a Christian, on this day Jesus rose from the dead, and saved us from eternal sin. I am not looking forward to this day. If you visit Julie's grave at St James Catholic Church in Montague,(I have a map to it in a previous post.) Their is a (station's of the cross)walking path less than 30 meters from her grave.
Julie was a devout Catholic,she enjoyed the tradition and way it was presented. I will walk on this Folk-Art style path, and think of Julie, who is with Jesus. Angry at the reasons why she suffered,just like Jesus, happy she is in no pain eating chocolate drinking coffee spectating at my life as a Angel. I hear her saying "Go Tony your my favorite Brother" as I go to work in the Aviation parts factory every night from 11pm to 7 am, the silence of the night only helps me hear her voice through the hum of florescent lights and the grinding if Nickel alloy parts.
Regardless April 8th is the day she stopped breathing from Host vs Graft, I am no doctor, just a witness of the cruel slow death. Jesus had a cruel slow death on the Cross, Julie can have a discussion and compare notes with Jesus in Heaven. All I know is at Mount Calvary Cemetery is a Box with her bones, she is not their just her Earthly dust-bones. Sue my sister will pour coffee on her coffin from above through the grass. I will sprinkle chocolate on her grave, we will talk to her skeleton. I hope she sees us above, gets a laugh and continues on with a discussion with Edward Lear, or Amy Walker her childhood friend,. Thier is so much to do in Heaven I assume. We are down on Earth toiling, trying to exist-trying to take care of our love ones. Should I be the envious one about Julie, I will never know till We see her again. Death is not supposed to be the end in the Christian Faith, but the beginning.
Julie was a devout Catholic,she enjoyed the tradition and way it was presented. I will walk on this Folk-Art style path, and think of Julie, who is with Jesus. Angry at the reasons why she suffered,just like Jesus, happy she is in no pain eating chocolate drinking coffee spectating at my life as a Angel. I hear her saying "Go Tony your my favorite Brother" as I go to work in the Aviation parts factory every night from 11pm to 7 am, the silence of the night only helps me hear her voice through the hum of florescent lights and the grinding if Nickel alloy parts.
Regardless April 8th is the day she stopped breathing from Host vs Graft, I am no doctor, just a witness of the cruel slow death. Jesus had a cruel slow death on the Cross, Julie can have a discussion and compare notes with Jesus in Heaven. All I know is at Mount Calvary Cemetery is a Box with her bones, she is not their just her Earthly dust-bones. Sue my sister will pour coffee on her coffin from above through the grass. I will sprinkle chocolate on her grave, we will talk to her skeleton. I hope she sees us above, gets a laugh and continues on with a discussion with Edward Lear, or Amy Walker her childhood friend,. Thier is so much to do in Heaven I assume. We are down on Earth toiling, trying to exist-trying to take care of our love ones. Should I be the envious one about Julie, I will never know till We see her again. Death is not supposed to be the end in the Christian Faith, but the beginning.
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